My wife knows how badly I would love to see her have sex with another man, especially a black man. I have made it known to her for months. I have begged, cajoled, and performed whatever measure I could think of to arouse her thinking, anything short of me abjectly wanting to force the idea upon her. For her part, she has borne the idea patiently enough to the point of exasperation.
One thing I haven’t told her, however, is to give her a genuine reason why I’d love for her to do this. Why I am so adamant about wanting to see her have sex with a black man.
She has inquired about it, but more on a facetious inquiry than a serious one; I’m often afraid of what answer to give should she demand a serious answer to this question, and I know it’s only a matter of time before she does, so I have to get my wits ready for when it happens.
But I will reveal to you instead the secrets I harbour in my heart. My wife won’t understand them, but I’m hoping you will.
In my heart, I am a submissive–a pussy-whipped white boy, and I often moonlight as a sort of ‘sissy-for-hire’ to vixens and hotwives in need of someone with my special type of skills. Those skills include tasting and cleaning gobs of splattered semen off their bodies, including in their pussies; I especially love sucking cum off their pussies and asshole. I apply similar tact towards cleaning up the black men’s cocks after they have finished fucking these women.
I mentioned that I am for hire, but I’m using the word metaphorically. It’s not like I get paid to do this (although I sure wouldn’t turn down any money that gets thrown my way); I’m more into it because I love doing it. I love eating cum out of women’s pussies, licking creampies off their various body parts, even ones splattered on their feet, and when their black lovers demand that I suck and clean their pipes, I’m more than willing to oblige.
Yes, in case it hasn’t become blatantly clear to you, I love sucking cocks. I love getting under white pussies and letting whichever black man is fucking it tea-bag my face with his nuts-sac rubbing against my chin. Usually, I cannot wait for the black bull to explode in the wife's pussy so I could then drain his nuts.
I love sucking black cocks, almost as much as I love cleaning cum-filled pussies; sometimes, I can’t even tell which I love the most.
I am addicted to what I do, and since I prefer working night shift hours at my place of work, it affords me adequate time to leave the house and attend to any client who seeks my output. Some days, I leave for work when I’m not booked to work that very day. Instead I go out hunting for wives, couples, or black men to serve.
How I wish I was married to either of these women. I'd give them the whole world to let me sit in their presence to watch them get blacked and bred.
You’re probably speculating how come these women, a majority of whom are married, don’t involve their husbands in performing this submissive duty for them to demand my service instead. The truth is that not every cuck husband out there is willing to stoop to the status of being regarded as a sissy like I am.
Most husbands would prefer being in the room to watch their wives get fucked by a black man or two. Some would even leave the room and rather hang out in the living room, or, if it’s a motel venue, would go outside for a stroll or to smoke cigarettes, anything than be there and witness black men fucking the shit out of their women. Only after the sex has concluded for the night do the husbands return to the room to cart their wives home.
I find it weird that these husbands wouldn't mind allowing a black man to breed their wives in their presence, and yet they often have this appalling look on their face as if they cannot believe they are witnessing this unfold before their eyes. Like they forget they are the ones allowing their women to get fucked, and that their wives seem to take pleasure in their torment.
How I wish I was married to either of these women. I'd give them the whole world to let me sit in their presence to watch them get blacked and bred. How I wish my wife was like one of them. If only I could convince one of the women to try and persuade my wife about this lifestyle, except I cannot dare attempt that. Whenever I'm in their presence, I am never forgetful of my submissive stance. It's simply the way it is. A sissy has to always remain the lowest of the low.
That’s not to say that every husband abides by this. Several husbands wouldn’t mind cleaning their wives’ pussy, and sometimes I’ve had to share clean-up duties with them. But I am only called upon by a wife whose husband wouldn’t carry out such a submissive stance, or by a vixen who takes pleasure in humiliating submissive white bois/sissies such as myself.
As I mentioned before, I don’t get paid to do this, though occasionally, black men would text me to meet them at some dark spot and offer me ten or twenty Dollars to blow them and swallow. Usually, I’d give the money away, or even pay a black bull to let me suck his cock; it’s only fitting that a black dom gets to take my money than vice versa.
I am a cum-cleaning sissy. I love getting called out and then stopping to dress in my sissy-boy outfit that includes garters, thigh stockings, and high heels.
Imagine the catastrophe that would befall my home should my wife find out about my secrets. I have no idea she would be able to handle such, especially if she finds out that I’ve been living this life way before we got married. And if ever she were to find out and demanded that I stop . . . I doubt I would be capable of granting her that request.
I am addicted to what I do; it is also what I love doing. What other incentive would I have to employ in order for me to stop? None whatsoever! I am a cum-cleaning sissy. I love getting called out and then stopping to dress in my sissy-boy outfit that includes garters, thigh stockings, and high heels. Sometimes, I get to add make-up to my attire and wear blonde wigs to further accentuate my feminine appeal to whomever I’m serving for the hour. I do wear a chastity cage, too, but I have to be careful about it so that my wife never finds it. Lucky for me, she isn’t the snooping type . . . but you’ll never know when accidents happen.
Should I be ashamed of what I do? Fuck no! I’ll bet there are plenty of husbands out there who carry out a similar activity of what I do; hopefully someday, I’ll get to meet some of them, and then we can exchange notes.
But though I am careful about hiding my secrets from my wife, imagine how great and relieving it would be if she were to find out, be cool about it, and then make that the perfect incentive to want to jump into this lifestyle with me. I can imagine her cucking me, making me her perfect sub, inviting black men to come and spend the night in our bed. I would sit beside the bed and assist the black men to fuck her, even breed her and get her pregnant, then I would clean her pussy and her lover’s cock, and even thank him for it.
Wouldn’t that be a treat?
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