Which part of cuckoldry / BNWO lifestyle gives you the most “pain”. I write “pain” specifically in a high coma because we cuck bois desperately want this pain.
For me it's not knowing that my wife is a black owned whore, it's not watching her get fucked by big black cocks, it's not hearing her enjoy the orgasms, it is something completely trivial: when she gets naked!
The striptease is the least painful for me as I know she loves to strip for her black bull.
Then comes something a little more painful. When he takes her clothes off. Looking at them how he puts his hands under her blouse and rubs her tits with pleasure and then grabs her crotch. How he then slowly and pleasurably undresses her until she is ready for lovemaking. The whole procedure is part of foreplay and I can see how she is enjoying it and looking forward to the fuck session!
The most painful thing is when I'm "allowed" to take her clothes off...no, it's not an "allow". It's a must! She and I both know what she can expect from him. First she has to present herself to him fully clothed while he is usually already naked. He inspects her like she's a new whore to him. After he approves her I have to undress her - while she's facing him. What follows is pure “animal” sex. There is no foreplay. He just takes her. She is used purely as a sex toy so that he can show his potency and get rid of his pent-up horniness...but mostly to show to her that she is his whore and property. There's no love involved; it looks more like rape, which of course it isn't. When he's finished, he gets up and leaves. My wife is left behind like a used condom. It hurts because this isn't my wife's preferred sex either, but we both know it's part of our lifestyle.
Now, what's the "most painful" thing for you cuck-bois?
Seeing my wife kiss the man that’s fucking her is it for me. It’s so intimate. That, and when she lets her black bull in her ass, but won’t ever let me in her ass. It hurts to have other men get more access to my wife than I even get.