Which part of cuckoldry / BNWO lifestyle gives you the most “pain”. I write “pain” specifically in a high coma because we cuck bois desperately want this pain.
For me it's not knowing that my wife is a black owned whore, it's not watching her get fucked by big black cocks, it's not hearing her enjoy the orgasms, it is something completely trivial: when she gets naked!
The striptease is the least painful for me as I know she loves to strip for her black bull.
Then comes something a little more painful. When he takes her clothes off. Looking at them how he puts his hands under her blouse and rubs her tits with pleasure and then grabs her crotch. How he then slowly and pleasurably undresses her until she is ready for lovemaking. The whole procedure is part of foreplay and I can see how she is enjoying it and looking forward to the fuck session!
The most painful thing is when I'm "allowed" to take her clothes off...no, it's not an "allow". It's a must! She and I both know what she can expect from him. First she has to present herself to him fully clothed while he is usually already naked. He inspects her like she's a new whore to him. After he approves her I have to undress her - while she's facing him. What follows is pure “animal” sex. There is no foreplay. He just takes her. She is used purely as a sex toy so that he can show his potency and get rid of his pent-up horniness...but mostly to show to her that she is his whore and property. There's no love involved; it looks more like rape, which of course it isn't. When he's finished, he gets up and leaves. My wife is left behind like a used condom. It hurts because this isn't my wife's preferred sex either, but we both know it's part of our lifestyle.
Now, what's the "most painful" thing for you cuck-bois?
Well, he is living in the house and both living long time as married couple together.
But at begin it was not easy to hear when she call him my husband and he call her my wife. She is sitting always next to him and kissing french kisses. Only he touches her body.....
And it was hard for me, as the kids started to call him daddy and nor more me.
I know that she don´t see me as husband and father and that i deserve to be in a very strict regression into baby by her and his family.
I know that i deserve to be anti potty trained and to be diapered 24/7 in panty diapers and that i only get infant food now - steaks and hamburgers are only for real african men.
I deserve to have strict bedtimes like a baby - and i am very happy and grateful that her superior african husband made her serval times pregnant with black babies.
As 18 months baby i belong into the same baby room like the black babies - we all wear baby panty diapers - use baby pacifiers - use baby bottles for our follow on milk (i get only follow-on milk 1), watching baby picture books, colouring in baby colouring books (i get only baby colouring books for 12 months infant). i must wear same baby hairstyles like my black siblings now.
I must wear baby clothings and baby hairstyles also on the go and in neighborhood - mommy and granny say -
Shouldn't everyone see straight away that you're not a real man - not a real husband and not a real father - but that you deserve to be a baby and that everyone treats you like a baby?
Yes - I deserve to be now a baby
It's the flirting and their eyecontact , then the following foreplay, and when they start kissing.
Love this so fucking much and get horny only to think on it.
The most intimate for me is watching her kiss another man and seeing how much in love they are. My wife is meeting a black man tonight for the first time.
Seeing my wife kiss the man that’s fucking her is it for me. It’s so intimate. That, and when she lets her black bull in her ass, but won’t ever let me in her ass. It hurts to have other men get more access to my wife than I even get.
When he cums inside of your own wife while she digs her finger nails into his lower back.
All my past girlfriends left me for bbc one of my exs was across the street from me and getting a real mans cock while i was waiting then she came over and laughed at my small white dick after that i knew black men were superior
For myself I like most of it but I think it's more Effective and educating Hearing a white wife declare how much she loves big black c*** and it is better than mine And says I have a little white Dick that disappoints her. I think it really hits home hearing her say that because I know it's the truth. Even though compared to most white guys I probably have a little bit above average. 1 of my favorite remember is an example of this. Me and my second wife were in the Bahamas. We were watching a dance show after dinner at some club. Our table was right up front at the stage. A black guy came outdancing kind of like ballet but more masculine. He was wearing gold skin tight dance pants. Right away it was clearly easy to check out his c*** and it wasClearly healthy and hung. In just a few seconds my wife leaned over to whisper in my Ear. She said don't be jealous honey. It felt so good hearing her say that because I quickly realized what she wasIs thinking by saying that. She was comforting me comforting me thinking that definitely his Dick is better than mine. I absolutely love knowing What my wife was privately thinking. I loved that my wife was checking out his big black Dick and admiring it. When we got back to the hotel room she definitely fucked me with a little bit more excitement. I guessed that she was fantasizing about his big black Dick. While I was on top of her I leaned down to kiss her and I was pretty nice to d*** baby I wish my Dick was as big as that guy we saw earlier. She said oh baby don't say that just f*** me with that big Dick. And again right away I knew that she was thinking about his Dick becaus even though my Dick isn't puny it's definitely not big