Yes we've talk or mostly I've talked for many many hours about it... I do love this lady with all of my heart and Love her being a BBC worshipping black cock pleasing whore... It will one day work out right... It has to... Fuck we are perfect for each other... I know once we are able to connect with the right Dominant Supreme Experienced Black man... We will be better, she will better. As for now I let her do her thing with a person who I don't know... People I don't know... She's going to do it anyways... I just have a rule that she lets me know first and then I get to bust afterwards... Nevertheless,I think she's been getting it from someone that's been in her life a long time, and really only wants to play games with me and really doesn't care if she has a good life or stability... It's hard to explain... We have a few good days then she reverts back to .... You know it's like she has her own thing and only feels comfortable being sneaky but then blames me for not getting our own thing... Truthfully it's almost impossible... When I try to find somebody it's always bullshit dudes from Black2White.org playing games or she will get upset about something so stupid and small.... Because she's already getting some bomb huge BBC and don't want to lose it... She tells me she's nothing but a Nigger loving whore ( please excuse me not I'm any way trying to be disrespectful... I don't talk like that and she doesn't but likes to be called that by black guys) it's so crazy though because I always give in talk her into being honest and think... Finally it's a new dawn, no more sneaky crazy shit... The other day it was so awesome we were getting along real good ... You so we just moved into a friend of mines apt... We rent a room... She started getting BBC here... She told me about it because I did everything to make her comfortable with herself... The first time though I knew she knew that she couldn't get it she started being extremely b***** mean and I knew this because she wasn't doing what she wanted to do we got into a huge fight she left the one she came back it was on cracking and then the other day she was completely honest with me about everything you are so hot she went and got pounded and busted in two different times and then later at night went out and deepthroating some big black cock until it busted in her mouth... Anyways it's trip like I'm not a typical cuckold or I really don't know how to say it I'm very much the alpha white male except behind closed doors Hell I completely want to submit to her being a BBC worshipping slut... And want to obey BBC as well ...it's so hot and it's my ultimate turn on... People are missing out ...but I will find a way ... Thank you for listening to all this